Groggy Chris

I need THIISSSS MUCH sleep...
Anyway a couple of days ago Nanalew responded to one of my Questions...

BLueMEatloaf said...
What has been your favorite dress so far???

I like them all. My opinion changes with every emotional/self-esteem based meltdown I have. I'm also incredibly paranoid and anal. If I think something has 'stretched out' or doesn't fit right, it ruins my opinion of it forever.

so i thought that was pretty cool.

School is bad... I don't like research cause i'm a complete do-do... and i keep ruining relationships with my friends by accidentally hanging up on them calling them names (not bad words except that one time) and lying unintentionally of course.

anyway I just got off topic right school... Research it's confusing and Optometry isn't too hard it's just hard. make sense? of course it does... :)

Youtube- yea College Humor (Jake and Amir all of them) and some Hardly workings but yea

Facebook- usual stuff take a couple quizzes, talk to some people, edit a thing or two...

School again- not really at school but the Highschool I got to see and meet Esterlyn! for the people who don't know who they are check out there myspace at myspace.com/esterlyn i met all of them great guys. i even got them to sign my poster! and I owe Rohit $5

I think i failed my science and math tests... what a great way to start the quarter with two failed tests in the more harder classes for me.

AIM: been texting a lot of people... Making stronger relationships/bonding and such. way cooler then FACEBOOK yea i said it prosecute me...

Twitter: a lot of new followers like 40 now? yea that's nice and i broke the 1300+ update mark that shows how much of a loser at life I am.

It's late I'm scared of Aliens alienating me and turning me into a blood thirsty zombie out to eat humans and small rodents and if you have actually read this far in one of my blogs I should give you something... but I won't cause i'm broke.

Other Things: I'm in the mood for prayer and rejoicing... I just don't want to get up...
Esteryln has really left a imprint on my heart.
So I got Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman today but i misplaced it so it has disappeared so sad face much...

Nick and I were talking about how I can be destroyed... obviously by one force.. Sparklepop.
yes Sparklepop.
if i think about "it" to long my first 7 years of my life will disappear from my brain and if i think about "it" really hard i'll com bust.

back to schoool... I have to cut these pictures out and put them in an envelope and give them to the office ladies... i don't have and envelope and i need scissors... Sigh and it's due tomorrow so double sigh... if you are still reading congratulations you've accomplished more then i have in my life.
I'm also in a blogging mood at 12:20 A.M. on this April 10th...
if i sleep i'll have nightmares and i don't want them... and another part of me is hoping she'll come back on and talk to me for hours on end and we'll be happy for another hour and two so i may sleep in peace and not stress and worry

my new poem? yea new poem i got one line i think...
Stomach Churning.. Legs Burning...

yea that's all... cause i've been reading other things and not thinking of this poem i may make.

insecurity isn't attractive so i'm an ugly guy...

I feel insecure around crushes and fragile people...

I have a feeling my dad is gonna bust through my door with a S.W.A.T. hammer and yell "GET DOWN ON THE GROUND!" for some oddball unreasonable reason...

I have an eating disorder... One day I'll eat a truck load of food the next I won't eat lunch... but for dinner two truck loads... and it goes on... w/e i'm over weight anyway (in September I was barely over weight lal)
I think i'm going to start saying "lal" instead of the original "lol" the A instead of the O is everything.

At this hour 67 of 106 of my buddies on AIM aren't online... WHY!? GET ON so WE CAN HAVE FUN! We'll jump through rainbows and frolic into the hill side of Eastern Kansas...

I'm planning on sleeping soon... maybe at 1... it's 12:35. Good Morning lovely readers who actually read this much... I love you for it. NVM I only congratulate you. lal...
Sparklepop <3

RawR.