Groggy Chris

I need THIISSSS MUCH sleep...
Anyway a couple of days ago Nanalew responded to one of my Questions...

BLueMEatloaf said...
What has been your favorite dress so far???

I like them all. My opinion changes with every emotional/self-esteem based meltdown I have. I'm also incredibly paranoid and anal. If I think something has 'stretched out' or doesn't fit right, it ruins my opinion of it forever.

so i thought that was pretty cool.

School is bad... I don't like research cause i'm a complete do-do... and i keep ruining relationships with my friends by accidentally hanging up on them calling them names (not bad words except that one time) and lying unintentionally of course.

anyway I just got off topic right school... Research it's confusing and Optometry isn't too hard it's just hard. make sense? of course it does... :)

Youtube- yea College Humor (Jake and Amir all of them) and some Hardly workings but yea

Facebook- usual stuff take a couple quizzes, talk to some people, edit a thing or two...

School again- not really at school but the Highschool I got to see and meet Esterlyn! for the people who don't know who they are check out there myspace at myspace.com/esterlyn i met all of them great guys. i even got them to sign my poster! and I owe Rohit $5

I think i failed my science and math tests... what a great way to start the quarter with two failed tests in the more harder classes for me.

AIM: been texting a lot of people... Making stronger relationships/bonding and such. way cooler then FACEBOOK yea i said it prosecute me...

Twitter: a lot of new followers like 40 now? yea that's nice and i broke the 1300+ update mark that shows how much of a loser at life I am.

It's late I'm scared of Aliens alienating me and turning me into a blood thirsty zombie out to eat humans and small rodents and if you have actually read this far in one of my blogs I should give you something... but I won't cause i'm broke.

Other Things: I'm in the mood for prayer and rejoicing... I just don't want to get up...
Esteryln has really left a imprint on my heart.
So I got Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman today but i misplaced it so it has disappeared so sad face much...

Nick and I were talking about how I can be destroyed... obviously by one force.. Sparklepop.
yes Sparklepop.
if i think about "it" to long my first 7 years of my life will disappear from my brain and if i think about "it" really hard i'll com bust.

back to schoool... I have to cut these pictures out and put them in an envelope and give them to the office ladies... i don't have and envelope and i need scissors... Sigh and it's due tomorrow so double sigh... if you are still reading congratulations you've accomplished more then i have in my life.
I'm also in a blogging mood at 12:20 A.M. on this April 10th...
if i sleep i'll have nightmares and i don't want them... and another part of me is hoping she'll come back on and talk to me for hours on end and we'll be happy for another hour and two so i may sleep in peace and not stress and worry

my new poem? yea new poem i got one line i think...
Stomach Churning.. Legs Burning...

yea that's all... cause i've been reading other things and not thinking of this poem i may make.

insecurity isn't attractive so i'm an ugly guy...

I feel insecure around crushes and fragile people...

I have a feeling my dad is gonna bust through my door with a S.W.A.T. hammer and yell "GET DOWN ON THE GROUND!" for some oddball unreasonable reason...

I have an eating disorder... One day I'll eat a truck load of food the next I won't eat lunch... but for dinner two truck loads... and it goes on... w/e i'm over weight anyway (in September I was barely over weight lal)
I think i'm going to start saying "lal" instead of the original "lol" the A instead of the O is everything.

At this hour 67 of 106 of my buddies on AIM aren't online... WHY!? GET ON so WE CAN HAVE FUN! We'll jump through rainbows and frolic into the hill side of Eastern Kansas...

I'm planning on sleeping soon... maybe at 1... it's 12:35. Good Morning lovely readers who actually read this much... I love you for it. NVM I only congratulate you. lal...
Sparklepop <3

RawR.

Things...

Things I've been thinking about... NOT IN ORDER
1. Will the economy get better or will God just use magic to blow us all up???
2. Do I have magic powers?
3. Why does Nick get to do all the fun stuff with Sparkle Pop?
4. Sparkle Pop <3
5. Poptarts need more
6. I wonder how I'm going to do on the SAT
7. I wonder how I'm going to do on my Proficiency test...
8. Hoping parents will let me go to CCHS
9. Twitter
10. Interwebz
11. Nerdfighting... with my fists
12. editing. camera
13. music
14. Sparkle Pop by Fred Flare
15. what to wear to school
16. School is almost over... I wish we could have a period of fun..
17. AIM
18. why hearts are really cool and why Spring brings them out...
19. thinking of awesome quotes
20. why i try to be people i'm not; rewiring my brain isn't easy...
21. Jesus Loves me and I should love him equally...
22. I should read more
23. the library fine i have to pay soonish?
24. the library book i have to return...
25. Research on the art of eye poking (optometry)
26. earthquakes are really cool?
27. why people love music
28. why can't I get paid... for work
29. getting stronger and improving my endurance
30. must work-out I remind myself of a hippo... lazy and just lays there...
31. Youtube
32. why people are attracted to each other...
33. haircut.. maybe.
34. how much can I press??? not much
35. if I will ever get a chance to show my mediocre art...
36. Hanging out with Orion and Nick and Gabe
37. why sarcasm is good at CERTAIN times.
38. how I want to go train hopping one day
39. photography... I love it.
40. what/who I love and why...
41. this blog...
42. wanting to travel the world...with friends
43. If i had no friends how I would be highly suicidal
44. wanting new T-shirts
45. cookie dough is gross... blech
46. why keyboards make all songs awesome
47. Nickolas Cage
48. Back to the Future
49. Scientology and Tom Cruise...
50. C.S. Lewis...

RawR.

Oh hey!

It's been a while, been busy getting ready for research on the art of eye poking.
Been Painting.
Music is always a good addition to this wonderful equation known as life.
SATs are coming up. Hmmm.
I have such faithful and loyal friends.
My hair is wild.
Nick's getting a pool, that's pretty epic.
it's cold and i'm puking gross.
Had a debate about what genre's of music are corrupted and which aren't, came to the conclusion rap is bad for you. especially the young ones.
"That's a lot of nuts!"
I think I'm going to change my writing style from.... now on.
Oh hey! you should look at my Flickr I just posted like 4 new photos :)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bluemeatloaf/


RawR.